arinih ade 1 brite gmbira n bberapa brite yg x gmbire tok aku... 1st thing 1st aku da bes exm stlh 3 taon brgelar pelajar prasiswazah kt ukm nih~ satu tu jek brite gmbiranye.. brite x gembira byk sgt... mule2, aku xpat nk mnx stay kt blk aku sndri tok stay smpi anta tesis nti..dlm 2 mggu gk la aku kna stay lg.. viva plak 5 mei nti rabu dpn nih.. then next nk kna setel sal jpa tu plak..nk kna anta lapor diri bgai n claim tesis... pstu plak aku dok serabot sal result plak~ hu?? awl sgt ke pk sal result?? oh tidakk.. aku sgt riso ye sbb da bes blaja nih..klo stil blaja tape lg, ade mase lg nk repair pointer.. nih da abes kot. huhu2~ doa2kn la result aku bagus n meningkat sem nih.. huk3~

td last paper aku fermentasi industri... aku tataw nk komen ape sal exm tu... tah lar..i'm speechless!!!! maka aku tawakkal sahaja la pada Allah~ insyaAllah ok.. huhu2~ [ayat tok sedapkn aty jek nih..] yg pnting da usaha kn?? [lg nk sedapkn aty~] tp keadaan sme cm exm metabolisme aritu.. aku jwb smpi saket kepala~ huk3.. saba je lar~ tp da lepas tu biakn lepas lar.. yg nk mendtg nih pn aku tataw nk wat cmne lg nih.. huhuk~

nk dok mne eh nti?? nk dok dlm 2 mggu plak tu.. nk dok haram ke cmne?? huhu2~ adoiiii~ penin la pk... nk g tdo la cmnih... huhhhh~!!! [mentang2 la exm da abes kn??] ohhohohohohoho~

arinih sgt penin~!!!! tah npe aku cm liat gle nk bgn td.. las2 lajak smpi kol 11 lbey~ huhu2... tu la akibtnye tdo lmbt sgt.. huhu2~ ble bdn da bese tdo awl bgn awl..tbe2 trkujat tdo lmbt mmberontak la dye~~ huaaaaaaaaaaaa~~~ pstu plak aku mimpi yg plik gle...tp yg penting tetap ade TUCEN dlm mimpi aku.. hak3~ nmpk sgt yg aku windu kt tucen2 aku~ huk3.. agagagagaga~~

owh ye,smlm aku bwu wat akaun formspring tu..actually mule2 tu tade pn brminat nk wat tp ble dok tgk2 budak2 tu dok men cmbest plak... so anyone nk tnye pape soklan sile tulis kt kotak forsmpring tepi kiri tu eh~sebrg prsoalan di cni xkn dilyan kcuali di formspring~~ hak3...

tbe2 aku ase cm tade mud... mo0dy plak asenye aku ari nih~ ehh?? sme jek lar.. pstu tringin nk g career exhibition tu... tp.........takot la plak~ aigo0oo0~~ ingt nk g nk tgk2 jek...tade pn ase cm nk interview ke hape... tp nk gk g usha2~ tp prob aku nih...aku maleh nk pki bju kurg kua jaoh2~ hak3.. sengal kn?? means kna pki formal la kn klo g sne?? huhu2... mslhnye bju aku byk yg dh di anta ke umah.. makanye skang nih bju yg x formal langsung jek ade ngn aku skang... tu pn da ready nk bgkus siap2 dlm beg da... hua3~~

now nih aku sgt addicted ngn lahu mizz nina feat. colby o donis~~tajuk lagu dye 'what u waiting for'...owhh sgt best ye kwn2... tp aku xjmpe codes tok lagu tu so xleh nk letak kt cnih... mara tol~!!! haishhh~gegeh aku mncri2 kt internet semate2 nk lagu tu.. tp aku xbrptus ase, nk jugak lagu tu!! hohoho2~

adoiii,nota aku xbes salin ag nih... wa chow dlu ar beb~ nti2 wa tulih2 kt cnih ag eh~~ chow chinnn chow~~~~

yeayyy~~aku da brjaye mghapdet blog nih... weeee~~ da tuka template bwu, tuka2 sume lar... hik3~~~ bwu smgt skit nk mnaip2 kt cnih.. agagagagaga~~~~

hik3~ arinih aku da dpt da kad bank islam da setelah 2 mggu aku mnunggu..[at last siap jugak...klo x mmg aku maki jek kt ctu~] seb bek la smpt siap sblom jpa msk..klo jpa da ms mmg aku nanges sowg2 le jwbnye~ huhu2...

keh, pastu g wat kad matrik plak... pnye la kna mmbebel ngn pak guard yg jdi model dlm video bhgian keselamatan tu.. nk wat cmne, da terilang~ huk3.. kna plak bayo 15 hengget~ adesss... melayang ag duit aku.. huk3~ cpt la jpa msk... wo0o0o~~~ T____________T

skang ng ujan...tejuk~~ plan mlm nih nk g ptsl jap, nk g pnjm bku... tp ujan~ gaye cm kna redah jek.. hoho2~ skang nih aku dlm dilema...merajenkn diri or memalaskn diri~ siang td da TERmalaskn diri sbb aku trtido ptg plak...bajet nk g lab tym tu..huhu2~ sowie sahe.. hik3~ maka sok pg aku kna g lab dlu b4 g klas biosinaran...

skang mode aku adalah mode malas... mode rajen still x on2 pn lg.. hak3~

arinih mmg aku sgt bengang~!!! myb owg akn ckp

"ala, bnda kcik je pn tu pn nk mara2~"

tah lar..aku bkn owg len, sbb tu aku xkt cmtu...

haishh~~

penat jek aku dtg mggu lps nk wat kad atm bwu..

da la rmi owg, kna tggu lme plak tu.. da bazir tenage n mase aku jek~!!!

skali ptg td aku g ar bank tu blk..

ingtkn da siap la kad atm aku tu since da seminggu kn...

skali owg tu tnye kt aku...

"adik ingt x aritu adk wat kt kaunter mne??"

for da 1st tym aku brkate [lbeh kpd mngutuk skit lar...]

'motif tnye wt kt kaunter mne?? xkn kowg tade save dlm sistem komputer kowg??'

disbbkn aku da brtenggek agk lme kt kaunter tu brader tu suh aku dduk dlu

'nk dduk mne klo da rmi owg n kwusi sume ade owg dduk?? sengal tol~'

aku mseh lg ngn monolog dlaman aku...

tp aku still brsangke baek sbb aku ingt brader tu kot2 la dok cri2 kad atm aku tu ke...

skali ble pggl name aku blk, dye tnye plak kt aku...

"adik kompem ke wat kad tu kt kaunter nih??"

'lorhhh...motif tnye aku soklan cmtu??'

dlm aty aku dok lg brkate2.... pastu aku pn jwb lar...

"ermmmm,sy pn xsure plak la...mybe kaunter seblah kot. tp yg pasti owg yg uruskn tu pmpuan lar...."

so brader tu pn suh aku tggu jap n dye pn brpndh ke kaunter seblah dok mncri2 borang aku...

cessss~~!! upenye borg yg aku isi tu tade kt dowg... motif hilang???

aku pn tggu la kt ctu tgk brader tu punggah2 tmp tu crik borg aku...

'motif kowg smpn borg2 sume cmtu?? letak kt bwh keyboard jew plak tu..mau x ilangnye~ bongok tol!!!'

mse tu mmg kesabaran aku da mkin menipis da lar...tp sabo lg, kewl lg~

pstu brader tu tnye gk la kt mmber2 dye kaunter len.. sume tade pn borg aku.....

"ermmm,adik btol x ingt sape yg adik brurusan tym tu??"

'watpe sy nk ingt plak?? slalu plak sy dtg cni bang oii~ motif sy nk ingt muke staff2 cnih???'

dlm aty aku da mngutuk2 ag servis bank nih...

byk tol dosa aku rinih dok ngutuk owg len..haishhh~~~

pstu brader tu pn give up crik borg aku...

"adik g kaunter dpn tu blk, mintak borg nk wat kad bru sbb kad hilang...adik isi n bli setem hasil sepongget pstu dtg cni blk yerk~"

saat aku mndgr ayat suruhan dye tu trase sperti cm ade petir yg memanah otak aku~~

'yo brader!!! lu tgk kt cni ade brape rmi umat?? sowg due je ke?? pstu ko nk suh aku bli lg la setem hasil tu??? salah staff yg ilangkn borg aku so aku kna byar lg lar?? mangkuk tingkat jamban tol kowg nih~!!! cmni ke kowg wat keje ngn servis yg tah pape???'

aku ase tym tu mmg muke aku merah padam sbb thn marah!!!!

aku taw klo aku hambur maki kt ctu mmg kompem aku kna cop biadap...

so aku thn ag smpi aku kua
dri bank tu...

muke aku xyah ckp la ase cm ayam telan kapur sireh kot.... masam semasam masam nye~!! smpi aku ase otot muke aku cm lenguh sbb muke aku masam sgt~~~~

tym tu, bewuang ajk g 7e jap nk bli air... aku pn menonong je la folow dye...

bewuang blikn slurrpee tok co0l down kn aku~~ huhu2..seb bek ade bewuang~~ klo x aku ase mmg aku da hambur sume makian aku td...

ape punye sistem la yg dowg pki?? xphm tol aku...

sbb tu aku mmg xsuke gne servis bank nih... aku gne pn sbb trpkse sbb scholar msk kt dlm akaun bank nih...

klo x aku terminate jek akaun aku kt bank nih... HUHHHH~!!!!

yg aku xphmnye, sistem dowg kuno gle~

apsal dowg x save data dri borg tu msk sistem komputer??

komputer dpn dowg tu wat perhiasan je ke???

da la nk apply wat kad bru tu leceh gle... aku wat kad atm bank cimb kejap jek..wat tym tu aritu gk dpt wlaopn kna byr 12 hengget tp servis puas aty gk lar~

aku bengang arinih smpi wosak mood aku~ haishhh....

i'm truly a short temper girl...so if there's anybody can't really stand it so dun be near me whenever i'm in it...it is for ur own good~!! hik3.. :D

salam... skang nih aku kt umah, kt dpn tv smbil ditemani ngn mama aku yg sng bace paper n tomey yg ng titon kt dpn lappy aku nih..kenyang da kot, lappy plak panas... hik3~ seda x seda da msk taon 2010.. huhu2~ cptnye mase berlalu.... aigo0oo~~~ da tue asenye diri nih..hak3~ tp still jiwe tetap muda.. agagagagaga~~~

siang td kua ngn mama n kak yatie g jusco, aku yg drive~ hik3.. tp mak aihh,rminye umat~~~ huhu2...pdhal ktowg g jusco tu cm tade tujuan je pn.. hak3~las2 kua blk pn xbli pape pn... hua3~

smlm plak lg jenuh...g ikot mama n kak yatie g kedai2 mak andam hape la, butik2 kawen tu lar~penin2 pale aku..xphm mnda pn~ tp aku maleh la nk mnyibuk..hnye brsuara ble pndapat ku diperlukn.. hak3~ yg len2 tu bio akk aku pk sndri lar~~ hua3...


keh2,pale aku da penin nih.. huhu~ mao g men game dlu lar.. hak3~ daaaaaa~~~

salam sume...aku bwu pas mandi tgh mlm nih~huhu2.. sejuk gle ar~~ brrrrrr~!!!!

aku bwu pulang dri KLCC brsme rumetku, mida~~ tujuan adalah tok g maxis centre sbb simkad mida prob skit, nk tuka ownership simkad dye... aslnye simkad dye ats name ex dye so skang da jd EX maka nk la sim tu ats name dye sndri...

tp tu kejadian di waktu ptg... di waktu PAGI nye len jadinye... mida temankn aku g wat ic bwu kt JPN kt hentian kajang tu~ aku g dlm kol 930 cmtu la... so bratur la g amik no giliran~[standard sistem kt msia nih lar tp x brape brkesan pn...] berejam gk la aku tggu nk g kaunter dye tu.. asenye dlm kol 11 lbey kot bwu setel sal ic jek~ kt ctu pn da penat mnunggu... pas tgkp gmbo [yg semmgnye da x lawa tu...xleh watpe da pn~] dpt la aku ic smntara da...tp compare ngn dlu pnye, yg nih beso beno ler..pyh nk lipat2 msk dlm walet... uppsss~ aku da ade walet bwu, bewuang blikn [ ngn kate len nti aku da dpt jpa kna byo blk la kt dye~ huhu2..] design len tp tetap brand yg sme iaitu tropicana Life~!! hik3...

so pastu brgerak le kami ke bank islam plak kt blkang shell tu... smpi2 jek da brpeluh gle sbb ari sgt panas ye td~huhu2..msk2 plak rmi plak umat dlm tu... mak aihh~ sengal tol lar... pstu mik no giliran je lar~ tggu pnye tggu smpi aku da ngantok gle..aku g ar tnye kt kaunter tu cmne nk wat kad atm bwu..pstu dye kt kna isi form n setem hasil rm10~ hu ??? aku kt ctu da trcengang da...tgk jam da kol 130 ptg... siot ar~!!! byk plak keje nk wat kad atm bwu.. cett~ twus aku mngajak mida yg sdg sewonok melayan budak2 kcik tah ank sape plak balik ke kolej segera... xkose aku nk mnunggu pjbat pos tu bkk pstu nk kna tggu giliran ag... argghhh~ sok je la aku setel sume kad bank nih..ngn cimb aku skali sok~!!!

ptg tu pas zohor bwu kua g KLCC...ku ingtkn panas smpi ke ptg tp guruh di tgari~ sbb dlm maxis tu sgt sejuk juga, xseda pn kt lua tga ujan... hik3~ tp siyes mmg tension gile ngn staff2 kt sne..kerek gle nk mampos~!! penat mnunggu je padahal bnda tu leh setel dlm mse 5 minit jek~!!! arghhhh...arini mmg penat gle ar~~

so dgn itu aku mao msk tdo dlu... nk tdo pat sok klas awl~!! huhu2.. nunytes sume~~~

gmbar n brite nih di ambil dri blog encik mazidul~~~ [http://mazidulakmal.blogspot.com]

perghhh~~mule2 aku bce siryes cm nk maki gk... motif dowg nk kuakn statement cmtu?? da la tulih kt fesbuk.. ko gilo hape?? sukati jek tulih cmtu.. aku xkesa sgt nk tulih dlm blog aku nih sbb tade mmber2 chinese aku yg taw sal blog aku nih pn...

ape mslhnye ngn rmi melayu kt universiti??

klo da taw universiti kerajaan ade rmi melayu npe x masuk je universiti swasta?? bangse dowg kn lg kaye raye?? bangse dowg kn mampu tok biaya anak2 dowg msk uni swasta....

mule2 aku tgk cm tade pape perasaan tp cm panaszzs jugak la aku... kte yg sbgai bangsa melayu nih ckup bangge rmi anak2 melayu dpt blaja smpi msk universiti~ rasenye kt uni nih sme je hak owg melayu ngn student2 bangse laen....

tp perlu ke kuakn statement MALAY PIG ALL???!!! perlu ke mghina bangse laen sbb bangse tu lbeh mndominasi sesuatu tempat tu?? klo x suke tmp tu rmi melayu kua je la g uni swasta yg lg rmi bangse dye kt sne~~~

klo agk2 xleh nk brcmpur ngn bangse len ko blk je la ke negara asal ko... kn ke senang?? ko xyah nk pening2 xsuke ngn bangse laen... dah mmg tu lumrah hidup~ ko g mne2 pn ko akn brjmpe ngn owg yg pelbagai bangsa, agama, jantina, umor sume lar.... klo nk kre ko xnk bgse melayu ko xyah jd rakyat malaysia lar senang... huahuahuahua~~~~

tmp yg diktkn rmi bangse melayu is a GHOST PLACE???!!! Whaddahelll??? ko ingt uni ko tu kt kubor ke hape??? klo kt jerat cine lg menakutkn... *urghhhhh* seb bek la dak yg kuakn statement nih dak UMT.... klo dak UKM mmg mampos kna bambu jek~~ kompom2 dak nih twus kua dri ukm...

klo la budak nih taw blog aku.. mmg aku nasehatkn je lar... ko kua je la dri umt tu... ko g msk blaja kt uni swasta yg tade langsung owg melayu... watpe ko blaja kt tmp yg ko sndri x suke??? tade mknenye wlaopn ko skor gle babeng dpt dekan tiap2 sem pn x gne gk.. huhhh~!!!!!


seb bek kwn2 chinese yg 1 kos ngn aku cm tade mslah nk brgaul ngn ktowg dak2 melayu... dowg pn co0l jek, leh sembang sme2 n gelak sme2.... kn ke bagus lg cmtu??? :D

salam kpd sume... haha2,weekend ritu aku g sunway pyramid ngn bewuang besha~~~ actually, aku men redah jek g sne... da tataw jln pn sbnonye~ hik3.. tibai je la g msk hiway plus pstu tembus msk kesas pstu msk LDP plak... hak3~ byk gle tol dye... sengal tol~!!! tp tape la, janji smpi twus.. hik3~~ smpi2 kt sne trcengang plak cri parking... hak3~ seb bek twus je la msk kt bwh tmp parking dye..

mmg bleh thn besa gk la shopping complex nih... not bad~~ hik3.. lenguh kaki je jln kt sne... compare ngn mid, sunway tu ag besa kot.. ag byk kedai2 dye... hik3~~ bese la kn, bwu 1st tym pegi sne..teruja tu lbey skit~~ pstu ble tgk sunway lagoon tu, cm tringin plak nk msk sne... hak3~~ tp bkn skang kot..tggu sme dpn lar~ skang sume ng sengkek... hik3~~~

pusing2 kt sne part yg aku plg suke adlah asian route~~sbb dlm tu mmg style korean n japanese mmg byk~~ sewonok tgk je la sbb nk pki xleh.. hoh02~~~ pstu ble da lenguh kaki jln stop jap duduk2 jap kt bangku... usha2 bju kt jusco [aku nih pntang skit baju compare ngn kasut...] hik3~ tp seb bek tade yg menarik minat aku~ [klo x melayang la wit aku ag.. agagagagaga~~~] pstu g ar lepak tgk owg men ice skating tu... tym tu ade sowg uncle nih pusing2 kt tgh2 rink tu cm dye jek ade kt ctu... cm pro jek gayanye~ hik3... tringin gk nk maen tp duit la kn ? hik3.. nti la ble da ade duit ktowg g ar men..nk ajk skali puaka2 yg len... hak3~~ pstu nti kompem sme2 trgolek~~~hak3..

da buhsan + penat pusing2 twus la blk ukm... seb bek x brape nk jem sgt.. hik3~ smpi2 tu twus rehat jek dluu...tgh mlm tu kua plak lg g KL... mmg tade keje tol ktowg nih.. hak3~~ keh2... penat da nih... mao titon jap~~ mlm kang mybe nk kua ag.. huahuahua~~~

salam kpd sume... da agk kemengantukan tp cm maleh nk tdo ag~ hik3... aku bwu pulang dri alam-anda menonton wayang TWILIGHT: NEW MO0N SAgA... komen?? hurmmmm...aku bg 6 dri 10 bintang... knape?? aku ingt cte kali nih byk lg action dri cte brjela2...upenye trbalik plak!! besh ag yg 1st dlu ag byk actionnye...cm agk BUHSAN juge la tgk td. ade gk la bberapa kali aku mnguap bgai... hik3~

tp naseb aku mmg baek mlm nih... sbb ape?? 1st of all, aku men redah jek td nk g tgk wayg..sungguh aku x ingt n tataw pn ari rabu wayg murah... [sengal kn aku?? hik3~] so pegi pas mgrib tu smpi2 sne ofkos la rmi kn?? tp tape lar...bratur jek dlu.. ingtkn klo twilite pnuh nk tgk ninja assasin... k, smpi kt kaunter tu tnye la dlu cte ninja assasin sbb tgk kadar owg nk tgk twilite cm sgt rmi jek... skali ninja assasin tu mmg tggl seat plg dpn skali... *sigh* tape la da cmtu...tnye plak la twilite~ mmg nseb baek sbb dpt seat tgh...kre ok la tu kn dri seat plg dpn?? hik3~~

gumbira ngn HBR nye aku~~hik3...next week la bwu tgk ninja assasin tu.. kna bo0k siap2~!!! hik3... pas bli tiket wayg g mkn plak n jalan2... jalan2 pn tkat cuci2 mate je lar~ nk shopping tade wit dh.. huk2~ td siang pn da g bendahari byo utang... yuran penginapan luar sem da msk dlm akaun plak... total aku kna byo td rm 155.80~!!! humang aihhh~~ mmg btol2 kering aku cuti nih.. huk3~~ arap2 cpt la scholar msk bkk sem nti... huhu2~~

haaa...smbg blk cte part twilite nih~ aishhh... tade hape pn lar nk tgk sgt pn...tp aku shuke part jacob jdik werewolf~!!! body jacob tu mmg mantop gle ah...ngn 6 pad dye.... *damnnnnnn~!!!!* body cmtu ok ag ar dri owg yg mmg body builder tu...geliwwwww~~~~~ agagagagagagaga~~~ haishhh.. klo dpt laki cm jac0b tu xcari len da lar... hak3~~~

dlm cte tu bella cm player plak... jap nk kt jacob jap edward~ tp bese lar...ble da brjaohan mmg sng la nk cri pgganti mngisi kekosongan haty~~ sume owg sme jek...akn mncari pgganti yg bleh mngisi kekosongan haty..melainkn klo sntiasa contact each other~ dlm cte tu bella ngn edward lgsung x kontek hape...yg ade shadow edward tu jek..leh wat hape pn... hak3~

tp part dye terjun dri tebing tu... haishhh klo aku mmg da mampuih mati lemas kot~hak3.. tp buhsan gk la cte nih td...da la ngn ending nye yg mmg trputus cmtu jek~ nga climax edward propose bella tbe2 abes....siot gler~!!!!

tape2...nti kua smbungan dye g tgk ag...hak3~ owhh...rmi plak yg aku knal trjumpe kt alam-anda mlm td... kosmet aku encik faiQ iqBal a.k.a kemajuan tertinggi, fahmi a.k.a cHeng ngn waN a.k.a buDak tingGi... hak3~~~ xsgka plak leh trjmpe dowg... hak3~~ pstu td trserempak plak ngn kak Mas..akk master kt lab aku tp x smpt tego sbb dye rushing semcm jek td..pstu tbe2 aku trnmpk Prof. HASIDAH ng dduk kt bangku!!!! uuikkss... 1st tym aku jmpe prof ukm kt alamanda...hak3~~ ase cm bkn kelas dowg nk dtg alamanda...yelar, klo da nme prof msti la jenis yg byk duit...so slalu la g klcc ke, pavilion ke... kn kn kn?? hik3~

tape lar...myb dye jenis yg x pntingkn standard~~~ hik3... xsume owg pntingkn standard~~ :D
ermmmm,luse aku blk umah ag...sbb sabtu nih akk aku nk brtunang... *sIgh* brtunang cm kawen da aku tgknye... siap ade pelamin bgai, tmph khemah smpi 3...hntaran da 9 dulang ritu!! tataw la klo blk nih ade tmbh2 ag ke... grand tol akk aku nih brtunang~ hik3.. bese la tu kot..akk aku ank pmpuan 1st la krenye nih..b4 nih abg2 aku len watnye~hehe2...

akk aku ngn balak dye da kapel lme da...since matrik ag~ akk aku dlu player gk lar...[aku ikot perangai dye dlu kot...hak3~] tp pas matrik tu dye stick t0 one tu je lar...tp skandal tetap ade~ hak3.. akk aku yg nih tade la rapat sgt pn tp klo nk cte2 tu bleh lg lar...tp x sume bnda leh cte kt dye sbb dye nih suke merepot kt mama~ so rahsia aku byk yg disimpan sndri....senyap2 sudeyh~!!! hik3...


okeh2 la...aku mao msuk tdo da lar~ hik3.. nunyte~ shweetdreamz~~ mimpi yg indah2~~~

salam...post kali nih myb akn mmbuatkn sesetgh owg terase tp klo xnk terase jgn la bce ehh~

ko kate aku gemuk....

ade aku kesah??

ko kate aku tembam....

ade aku kesah??

ko kate aku nih keji....

ade aku kesah??

ko kate aku asyik brkepit jek....

ade aku kesah??

ko kate aku kua rmi2 sbb nk cover dating....

motif?????????

aku xkesa owg nk ckp ape sal aku... sbb aku taw aku cmne~ aku taw owg len ckp tu nk aku brubah tp aku leh trime klo teguran dri segi perangai... tp klo segi fizikal nih aku cm bengang skit~ mmg la bleh ubah kn tp bknnye xpnh usaha...

klo aku tembam skali pn, ade aku susakn ko??? tade kn? ade aku makan byk pn gne duit ko?? tade kn?? klo aku gemuk skali pn, ade aku susakn ko?? tade kn??

mmg sume owg nk kuwus....klo bleh nk kuwus cm lidi tu haaa~ tp aku sndri pn x brkenan klo aku kuwus gle...ckup la tym skola dlu mcm2 gelaran aku dpt sbb kuwus~ skang nih da gemuk pn owg nk komplen..kuwus pn owg komplen gk~~ las2 ade aku kesa ape owg nk ckp??

owg ckp aku slalu brkepit ngn bewuang... k lar, fine lar... yg tu aku trime gk lar.. so ktowg pn kurgkn la kua brdue jek~ da plak ble kua rmi2 kt aku cover dating plak... *sigh* aku pn da tataw nk wat cmne... aku ase ok da la tu... tym mkn je la ktowg jmpe..tu pn klo la mkn skali. tape lar~ owg len xpnh dating kot...sbb tu asyik mara je aku kua ngn bewuang~

aku bkn xpnh tegur fizikal owg len tp yg aku plg tegur pn bewuang sndri jek~ yg len2 mne de aku tegur except dowg sndri yg mnx pndangan ke hape...

penah aku kt owg len itam, gelap??? tade kn?? penah aku kt kowg gemuk [kecuali bewuang lar~ hik3..] ?? tade kn?? penah aku kt muke kowg petak cm kotak?? tade kn??

aku sndri pn tade la suke sgt sebut sal fizikal owg len sbb takot owg tu sndri sensitip sal isu nih... bg aku sbnrnye tade la sensitif mne tp ble da slalu sgt dgr n dok pendam jek dlm aty...lme2 meletop gk lar dye kn??


lastly, aku mnx maap klo post aku kali nih begitu emotional... hak3~~~ kdg2 tu kte xleh nk luah sndri dgn kate2 tp ble bab mnulis pnjg berjela leh cte kn?? tp tula, mmndgkn nih blog aku so sukati la aku nk tulih ape dlm nih kn kn kn??? hik3~~

hye..salam to all my bloggerz~~

diz post entitled tomorrow~~why?? what's wif tomorrow?? could it be juz an ordinary monday?? or a bad monday?? or could be extraordinary?? i dunno~~~*sigh*

last nyte i was out wif baei, jiha, ayu, miza n PAPAw to alamanda to watch Bohsia... i'm not really interested in watching malay movies except for thriller or ghost stories... hak3... but since baei had persuaded us so much [me n papaw lar...] so igot no choice but to follow~

we hv reserved the tickets actually but since we already late we hv to buy for the next show~~so we got 2 more hours to wait for the show... [damn!!! i really hope dat i was in my ro0m dat tym..] but things getting better~~we went for eat at mcD and played bowling...not really enjoying~~then we watch the movie....well, typical malay movie: dats the only thing i can say bout the movie... bohsia, mat rempit n whatsoever~~ the best part for me when muz attacked acai~~hak3...besh3!!! coz it looks so real~n they were fighting till bleeding!! weee~~ hak3..

so the movie over~~we went to MJ..[since fareez maju were so packed wif ManU fanz~~!!] otw to MJ there were a roadblock~!! but we hv gone thru diz for twice in diz week~!! hik3.... then, we got to college safely~~~ ngeh3..

as for tom0rrow....*sigh* i got a paper to be done, practical biochem... however, i'm not really prepared yet for diz paper.. why?? i dunno...it just my heart not feeling so ryte, after i went back from watching the movie~ i dun hv the mo0d to study...n i can't c0ncentrate myself... for me, i rather ch0ose to sleep than thinking all these stuff dat really ruined my brain~!! hoho~~

how am i supposed to do the exam without studying it??? tonyte i got study group wif my power rangers gang~~here in my ro0m....as usual~!! i hope tonyte i will get many data to be input into my head n output for the exam.. n my paper is at 8.30 in the morning~!! *grunting* hopefully i can wake up myself~~hik3.. [sahe, u hv to be my alarm clock for tonyte~~*wink*] or else, i dun have to sleep either~~!! hak3..

n another thing, tomorrow will be my first anniversary wif PAPAw...but i guess there are nothing special bout it....to him~ i guess i'm the only one who excited most for the date...well, juz forget it~!! since we are in the middle of the final exams, juz put it aside first~!!

concentrate on ur study kazuha~~!!!!!!! dun let all those unnecessary, not important, nonsense things make ur head heavy n kinda wanna explode~~!!!

i hv to motivate n cheer up myself....coz no one can done dat except me, myself and i~~!!!




p/s: i dunno why i wrote diz post in english...hak3...