skang nih klo tgk status kt fb atau entry kt blog sume tulih cm sedey2 taching2 bgai... actually aku xkesa la owg nk tulih ape pn. adekah haty aku nih begitu keras?? siyes aku x rase pape pn...sedey?? tataw lar~ myb sbb blom viva lg maka blom trase lg cm akn brpisah lg~ hik3.. skang nih agk sedikit serabot n cuak2 yg tramat tok viva plak.. lepas jek viva kre mmg da lega da lar~ tggl2 edit2 jek n jilid~ jjang!!!! hehe2~

kejam ke aku klo aku x rase sedey pn?? x brperasaan tol aku nih.. hak3~ myb sbb aku ase ktowg still akn brjmpe lg n kemungkinan bleh dduk serumah plak nti kn? hak3~~~ krenye blom tamat lg la kesah aku sbgai final yr student kt ukm nih.. semak jap otak aku pk~ nk kna urus mcm2 plak nti.. tp tu sume aku nk setelkn pas viva nti lar~ bwu rilek skit pale otak nih.. hik3~

tp ape yg wat aku sedey skit lar... drpd bek jd x bek.. dri rapat jd x rapat... tp tu sume lumrah lar~ bnda tu dri zmn skola lg da jadik.. so kre standard la tu kn? juz kte sndri yg kna adapt ngn situasi cmtu.. kdg2 ade masenye kte kna beralah, kdg2 ade masenye kte melawan~ tp kte kna tgk gk sape lwn kte tu.. agak2 la jugak kn?? tp kt cni la aku byk blaja sal byk benda selain drpd mikrob2 tu lar..

byk benda yg leh dijadikn pengajaran tok diri aku sndri...esp JANGAN MUDAH MEMPERCAYAI SESEORANG~!!! kdg2 kte tgk dye bek depan kte, x smestinye dye bek BELAKANG kte... owg cmnih dikatekn spesis talam taw~ bak kate abg naz aku lar, muke talam 40 ratus~!! disbbkn byk sgt talam2 kt cni smpikn talam2 tu brsepah2 haaa~~~ tp kn, kte sndri kna prcayekn owg len gk wlaopn skit... atls skit pn jadik lar~ xleh la nk kt kte x caye sume owg kn? tp kte sndri la yg kna pndai menilai benda nih... hoho2~

guhhh~~~ tbe2 ase cm nk blk umah cpt2 plak..windukn suasana umah yg lebey tenang wlaopn leh kt tiap2 ari dok brgado bgai ngn mama... hak3~ i mish my neko~wanna sleep wif them~ so to all my fwenz out there [i dun think they will read diz either~], take care of urself... insyaAllah jika dikurniakn umur yg pnjg kte akn ketemu lg ya rakan2 seperjuangan sekalian~~~

arinih ade 1 brite gmbira n bberapa brite yg x gmbire tok aku... 1st thing 1st aku da bes exm stlh 3 taon brgelar pelajar prasiswazah kt ukm nih~ satu tu jek brite gmbiranye.. brite x gembira byk sgt... mule2, aku xpat nk mnx stay kt blk aku sndri tok stay smpi anta tesis nti..dlm 2 mggu gk la aku kna stay lg.. viva plak 5 mei nti rabu dpn nih.. then next nk kna setel sal jpa tu plak..nk kna anta lapor diri bgai n claim tesis... pstu plak aku dok serabot sal result plak~ hu?? awl sgt ke pk sal result?? oh tidakk.. aku sgt riso ye sbb da bes blaja nih..klo stil blaja tape lg, ade mase lg nk repair pointer.. nih da abes kot. huhu2~ doa2kn la result aku bagus n meningkat sem nih.. huk3~

td last paper aku fermentasi industri... aku tataw nk komen ape sal exm tu... tah lar..i'm speechless!!!! maka aku tawakkal sahaja la pada Allah~ insyaAllah ok.. huhu2~ [ayat tok sedapkn aty jek nih..] yg pnting da usaha kn?? [lg nk sedapkn aty~] tp keadaan sme cm exm metabolisme aritu.. aku jwb smpi saket kepala~ huk3.. saba je lar~ tp da lepas tu biakn lepas lar.. yg nk mendtg nih pn aku tataw nk wat cmne lg nih.. huhuk~

nk dok mne eh nti?? nk dok dlm 2 mggu plak tu.. nk dok haram ke cmne?? huhu2~ adoiiii~ penin la pk... nk g tdo la cmnih... huhhhh~!!! [mentang2 la exm da abes kn??] ohhohohohohoho~

huhh..atlast siap gk tutor fermentasi aku tu..pdhal sok da exm da~ *wo0ooo0o~~* thanx to sha and aqee which help me alot~ weee~~ nih pn aku curik2 mase jap nk post sal arinih.. ngeee~~ arinih sgt bermakne sbb arinih mrupakan 2nd anniversary aku wif bewuang besha~!! hik3.. seda x seda da 2 taon upenye ktowg kapel.. haishh~ kejapnye mse brlalu.. hehe2~

ermmmm..actually mse mule2 tym 1st yr dlu,aku xknal pn dye.. aku knal lolow ngn waqi dlu dri dye~ mase tu dye aching2 maloo0 lg [kunun jah~!!] hik3~ lolow ofkos lar mmg tataw malu mamat tu.. agagagaga~ waqi?? tah lar.. myb sbb penah nmpk dye dlu tym matrik kot. awek dye, idza dlu sme matrik ngn aku..sme lecture hall plak ngn aku~ no wonder la aku cm knal jek.. idza pn da pnh dtg bilik aku dlu mnumpang jap sbb kwn dye tade tym tu.. sbb waqi tu mmber aku pn tolg ler ngn ikhlas~ hik3.. sembang pnye sembang da plak aku kna g klas tym tu.. haishh~ keh2, blk kpd cte asl... ermmm... tang mne eh? haaaa..aku stat knal bewuang tym PRK dlu mse 1st yr. tp aku bhgian publisiti ngn fana~ hik3.. mse tu cm tataw pape jek..men wat jek sume benda. ble diri sndri jd KJ sume ank buah la yg wat~ agagagagaga~~ siryes mase tu bewuang yg dlu sgt len ngn bewuang skang... mase tu dye cm malu2 jek ngn pompuan, senyap jek, aching baek la dlu.. tp skang... adehhh~~ mulut leh thn pedas gk dye tu..suke beno mghanjeng owg len~

abes PRK tu senyap je lar dye...smpi la tym diner tu ktowg jmpe blk sbb aku jd ank buah under lolow handle teknikal~ bewuang ngn waqi pn 'trpkse' jadi gk sbb lolow tarek.. hak3~ besh gk handle teknikal nih..dok la pilih2 lagu smpi ke pagi~ tym tu dye cm jaoh2kn diri dlu tp tym tu ktowg da stat metes2 kot.. hik3~tp sekadar metes klo ade keje brkaitan ngn diner tu lar.. cett~ tym tu dye jual mahal lg.. hehh~ then pas jd jaxa, ktowg slalu la lepak sme2 kt dlm bilik jaxa tu.. dlu ade tv, siap ade astro lg.. kesian dak2 skang da tade tv.. ugugugugugu~~ slalu la tgk bola ke hape..

+++++++++++sambungan setelah beberapa jam trtangguh++++++++++++++++++

hu? npe tbe2 ade smbungan?? haaaa...sbbnye tgari td aku tbe2 lak ade klas tutor fermentasi yg aku bwu taw 30 min sblom klas tu~ nk hangen pn seb bek ade gk owg yg gtaw dri tataw lnsung kn? pstu kekdahnye pas klas tu twus g mkn n then solat pn kt suwau fst...twus str8 g ptsl plak~ sbb tym tu mmg aku da ngantok gle n klo blk bilik mmg aku turu la jwbnye kn? last2 aku mmg da xthn trpkse la blk juge... haaaaa~moh kte smbung cte kte yg trhenti tu... kt mne da eh??

ermmm,mmg ktowg slalu lepak sme2 gk tp cmne eh nk ckp... tym tu cm tade feelings lg kot. mase mule2 tu jek aku suke kco2 dye sbb dye yg malu2 plak~ hak3.. klako gle tym tu~ klo aku kua ngn lolow pn dye tamo join skali sbb malo0o~ motif sgt kn?? hak3~~ tp tu sume kenangan dlu lar...

27 april 2008

tym tu aku kt jaxa ngn fana.. apaw ngn lolow bwu blk bilik dowg~ aku ase tym tu aku ng online kt jaxa ngn fana... asenye achap n bonde pn ade gk tym tu~ tp aku tataw sejak ble plak fana dok metes2 ngn apaw tym tu... tah ngn apaw ke ngn lolow tym tu..?? pstu dekat kol 4 lebeh kot apaw tuwun jaxa... pstu dye pggl kluar plak..ktowg dok la kt bangku dpn ofis tu~ smbg2 la kejap tp dye tetap aching2 maloo0o~~ hak3~ XP

kol 5 PAGI cmtu krenye ktowg da jd couple~~~ ngeeeeeee~~~ asenye ktowg kot 2nd kapel jaxa tym tu.. hak3~ tp kowg perasan x kt cnih?? ktowg kapel twus... ktowg xknal sgt pn antara 1 same lain.. ape tah lg nk kt ktowg rapat kn? tp alhamdulillah dye bleh trime aku seadanye n aku leh trime dye seadenya... tp perubahan tu tetap perlu ade skit2 lar sbb da brdue kn? klo dlu single mingle tade sape yg kte nk herankn.. nih da brdue kna le brjage skit perangai tu~ tp tetap owg kt aku lg ganaz dri bewuang tu..huhhh~ yg tu jek mmg aku xleh nk ubah sbb dri kcik aku mmg da cmnih... hik3~

ktowg tataw pape pn sal family masing2... sal perangai masing2... sal zaman dolu2 ke... yg ktowg taw owg yg brade dpn ktowg tym tu la yg ktowg kenal~~ hak3... bewuang nih jenis yg mmg senyap aslnye [brhibernasi lme sgt dlm utan tu kot.. hik3~] n dye mmg susa sgt nk mara.. tp ble dye da mara senyap jek lar... takot wo0oo0o~ huk3.. [da penah kena da dlu... T_T] tp cmne eh, dun judge a bo0k by its cover la sng kn?? kte tgk dye cmtu jek tp isi haty dye aku sndri pn blom tentu dpt tafsir sepenuhnye~ huhu2...

dye yg byk mngubah aku...dye yg slalu brade dgn ku... dye yg slalu mmbantu ku tika aku dlm kesusahan..dye yg setia brade di sampingku...dye yg rela menahan segala pukulan cubitanku~~ hak3.. tetap nk msk la yg ujung tu.. agagagagagaga~~~so arinih da masuk 2 taon aku brsame dgn bewuang... hik3~ owhhh yek, asal name bewuang?? sbb dye besha cm bewuang makanye jadik la bewuang besha?? aku shemut api sbb suke sgt cubit dye..tp setakat nih bewuang jek la yg thn segala pukulan, cubitan, tendangan, tamparan n sume2 tu lar... aku ase klo laki len lame da aku nih kna dump cmtu jek~ tade lgsung ciri2 sopan n kelembutan kt dlm diri aku nih.. hak3~

thanx alot for these 2 years that filled wif joy and happiness~ thanx for alwiz understands me~ thanx for alwiz be there for me~ thanx for alwiz care for me~ thanx for loving me~ thanx for everything that u have done for me~

this is not-so-expensive prizee i gave him today~ but it is enough to show my love to him [ i guess so..] hik3~ i guess maybe there will be another suprise...who knows?? hehe2~ :p

esok da final paper aku as final year student nih.. after diz insyaAllah akn grad plak~ dat means after diz aku akn mule brjaohan ngn dye.. huk3~ tamao2~~cedeyh~ T_T tp tula..ktowg da prepare pn tok bnda nih.. trpkse la kn smpi ble tbe masenye nti ktowg akn brsame kembali [wahhh,ayat cm dlm novel plak~~] hehe2... ble da jaoh nti, trust, honesty and loyalty memainkn peranan penting..

i pray dat dis relationship will last forever, insyaAllah~ i hope that all of u also can pray for our happiness~~ :D

Love is not about how long you’ve been together. It’s about how much you’ve enjoyed the days you’ve spent together

huahuahua~~~ post nih ditaip slpas aku smbg pjg lebar ngn chibi td.. siyes ilang mo0d aku td ble xpat nk jwb soklan2 tutor FERMENTASI INDUSTRI tu~!!! tekanan ye di ctu adik2~ grrrrrr... ase cm nk koyak2 cmpak2 je soklan2 tu.. tp xkn aku nk wat cmtu plak kn??? ilmu tuh...n yg lg penting, kemungkinan besar soklan2 tu la yg kua nti tym final exm nih nti.. ishhh~ da plak aku paper last nih.. haishhh~~ kuatkn semangat!!!!! gambatte!!!!

mmg...sejak2 akhir nih aku mudah patah semangat~ semangat blaja tu da kurg skit..mgkin tekanan dri persekitaran atau konflik dlm diri aku sndri?? mgkinkah kedua-duanya skali?? jwpnnye....aku pn tidak pasti~ aku xnk mnyalahkn fenomena ini kpd org len atau bnda len.. sume nih brgntung kpd diri aku sndri. ye~mmg aku seda sume tu... tp aku btol2 memerlukn bantuan dri segi pelajaran aku trutamanya paper fermentasi nih~due sem yg lepas aku ade study group..n mmg keputusan aku lbey baek dri seblom tu. tp sem nih da tade da... sebab?? itu perlu dirahsiakn mmandangkn ianya akn menimbulkn isu2 sensitif~ tp disbbkn itu la aku merasekn sem nih da xbest... x seronok... da x enjoy sgt da~ tp aku x mampu brbuat ape2... bkn aku x pnh brtnye tp mreka yg memilih utk mnjadi seperti ini.. tapi kehilangan itu tetap dirasai~

huhu2~ brbalik kpd cte fermentasi nih lar.. tutor td tu kn? haaaa... kaedahnye aku x brjaye nk mnjwb soklan2 tu.. klo jwb pn aku xyakin btol ke salah sbnrnye~ maka aku trpkse mngambil inisiatif sndri dgn mncari guru yg sudi mngajar aku~ bknnye dlm klas aku x tumpu prhatian, tp otak nih da lemah dgn matematik n formula2 bgai...lagi2 ditmbh dgn bahase melayu sasteranye~ harap2 ade yg sudi mnjadi guru aku utk subjek nih~ huk3... sgt tension ye uolz sbb xleh nk buat tutor nih... klo aku xleh jwb tutor nih da tu final nti cmne plak kn? trpkse la gegehkn diri~!!!!

tajuk nih tade kaitan pn ngn lagu down jay sean tu.. huk3~ sgt down ye uolz...siyes sgt down~!!! sgt down ngn paper metabolisme mikrob td.. huk3~ nk nanges asenye jwb td..tu pn xleh jwb sgt~ huk2.. siyes~~ ase nk ckp jek cmnih kt dr. aidil td.. " dr, npe dr wat soklan cmnih?? npe ade soklan b4 midsem plak nih?? ape soklan nih nk?? sy xphm la soklan belit2 nih..." huk3~ siryes s*** down yerk... da la plak nih final sem~ klo dpt twuk xleh nk repeat da... waaaaa~~~

mase aku bkk ketas soklan tu.. bace dlu soklan2 dye dlu... cm ade keyakinan skit tok dpt result baek... tp ble da stat wat da stat mnjwb tbe2 aku ase cm down plak... ade plak soklan yg aku tataw nk jwb~ dengggg!!! da plak soklan tu 15 mrkh... urgghhhhhhh~~~ dlm nota bg ciput nk mampos dye nk suh ktowg nih mrepek meraban ape jwb soklan tu?? haihhh~~~

sedey kn ble bnda nih jadi kt kte?? tu blom tgk result lg.. huk2~ skang aku tggl lg 1 paper... mmg kna struggle gile2 la paper tu.. da most killer subject ever for microbianz~~ fermentasi indsutri ye.. huhu2~ byk formula men dlm tu.. so penin2 gk lar.. da lma tgglkn dunia maths nih~ huhu2.. hopefully lar aku dpt skor tok paper tu leh cover skit tok paper sekitaran ngn metab nih.. paper fermen tu 3 unit... doa la sgt2 yg result sem nih much more better than last sem~ huk.. da final sem da nih~~ waaaaaaaaaa~~~~

huhu2~mlm nih nk legakn otak dlu.. bleh plak aku jwb exm td smpi saket kepala..ngn sejuknye lg kt dtams tu~ huhu2... keh2, nti aku rajen aku smbg lg cte aku nih... huk3~

huhu2... x brtajuk pjg pn tp ckup mmberikn makne~ ofkos la sal exam n plg penting viva.. td da g usha jadual viva..ingtn k tgkp gmbr tp xjd plak mmndgkn saiznye yg sgt besa~ adeehhh~~ skali cari2 name sndri upenye aku kna 6 mei~!!!! huhh..last day tp aku kna sesi pg and i am the first lucky one~ hohohoho2~ after dat my lab mates plak kingston n nadia~~ tp kt jadual tu xgtaw sape penilai kte..so still brase cuak2 gitu.. klo dpt penilai yg sme tym proposal tu ok la sbb aku dlu ngn dr.nazlina~ tp t jadual tu ade tulih pngerusi jek..dr.fauzi daud~~ cm blurr2 jap..sbb dr.fauzi bkn lecturer mikrob.. tp sbb ktowg nye viva nih gabung 1 pusat maka brcampor2 la kos nye~~

luse aku exm metabolisme mikrob kol 330 ptg kt KTAMS..sme lg ngn hajariah~ hak3.. rumet aku a.k.a mida pn ade exm jumaat nih kt KTAMS gk.. dye exm KBO tp yg aku xphm nye same jek bnda yg dye bce ngn yg aku bce.. agagagagaga~ tp dye more to structure la..aku nye more to pathways sume tu.. wo0oo0o0~~~ penin tol bce.. da la penat mnyalin blk nota2 tu.. nota aku sgt canteq okeh?? aku xleh la bce nota yg cm tah hape2 jek.. cm x lekat jek dlm otak aku nih.. hak3~~

keh2... wish me luck lar for my coming paper nih METABOLISME MIKROB~!! hopefully dpt jawab dgn elok dan tenang..

ya Allah ya Tuhan ku~ Kau permudahkanlah segala urusanku ; sesungguhnya memudahkn perkara yg sukar adalah mudah bagi Mu ya Allah~

aihhh..klo ikotkn aty aku mmg aku bce jek notes aku nih~ tp klo tgk mmg notes aku nih kemas gle tp ase cm xckup jek..sbb notes nih kan salin sndri smbl dgr explaination..so ade gk la yg trtggl2 tu.. da pnjm notes dri nadia n cmpare2 skali pn tetap sme..capability menulis ktowg nih sme~ hak3..

da tu rujuk bku biochem yg sha bg dlm btk pdf.. da 1 hal plak nk bg phmkn bnda2 pathway tu sume~!!! argggghhhhhhhh~~~~ siyes denggg~!!!! byknye nk kna hapal.. huk3~~ sgt trtekan ye... tp aku ske ble aku trtekan aku makin rajen wat keje.. klo x aku akn wat cincai2 jek~ ble tym aku tension mule la aku mncari2 hiburan bru.. skang nih video yg plg aku minat tgk n dgr skali..

aku suke sbb comel~!! hik3.. n jelesh tgk gadis2 korea begitu canteq ye kulit dowg..sgt halus mulus puteh gebu lg~ cmne ye nk dpt kulit cmtu?? haishhh.... sgt2 jelesh!!!

Jeone aldeon naega anyo
Brand New Sound
Saerowojin naui hamgge
One More Round
Dance Dance Dance
You'll be wrong This Time
Oppa Oppa I'll Be I'll Be
Down Down Down Down

Oppa na jom nwa nareul jom barabwa
Jeomiya ireon nae maltu ha
Meorido hago hwajangdo haettneunde
We neoman neoman moreuni

Dugeun dugeun gaseumi ddeolryeowayo
Jaggu jaggu sangsangman haneungeolyo
Eoddeohge hana gotdae nopeun
Naega mal hago shipeo

Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! Bbareul saranghae
Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! Manhi manhihae
Sujubeuni jebal utji mayo
Jinshibini nolrijido malayo

Ddo babogaleun mal bbunya

Jeone aldon naege anya
Brand New Sound
Saerowojin naui hamgge
One More Round
Dance Dance Dance
You'll be wrong This Time
Oppa oppa I'll Be I'll Be
Down Down Down Down

Oppa jamgganman jamgganman deuleobwa
Jaggu han yaegineun malgo
Dongsaengeuroman saenggakhaji mala
Il nyeon dwimyeon hahwi halgeol

Molla molla nae mameun jeonhyeo molla

Nunch'i eobsge jangnanman ch'ineungeolyo
Eoddeohge hani
Deuleobwa jom man

Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! Bbareul saranghae
Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! Manhi manhihae
Sujubeuni jebal utji mayo
Jinshibini nolrijido malayo

Ddo geureomyeon na uljido molla

Jeone aldeon naega anya
Brand New Sound
Mwonga dareun oneul maneun ddeugeoun mam
Down Down Ireojima hwananda
Oppa oppa idaeroneun
No No No No

Tell Me Boy Boy Love
It It It It It It It Ah

Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! bbareul saranghae
Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! Manhi manhihae
Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh!
Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! bbareul saranghae
Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah!
Manhi manhi
Ddo nanogateun mal bbunya

Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah!
Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh!
Bbareul saranghae Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah!
Ah! Ah! Ah! Manhi manhihae
Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh!
Bbareul saranghae! Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah!
Ah! Ah! Ah! Manhi manhihae Oh!

translation:

I'm not the girl you used to know.
Brand New Style (Tiffany: I like the way you smile,)
Do Something with the new me for
One More Round. (Tiffany: Like the way you talk..)
Dance, Dance, Dance, (Tiffany: Gonna be ready?)
'Till we run this town.
Oppa oppa I’ll be I’ll be (Tiffany: I wanna be...)
Down, down, down, down. (Tiffany: Something new, Oh!)

Seohyun: Oppa, look at me; just look at me!
Yuri: This is the first time I’m talking like this, Ha.
Yuri: I did my hair and even my makeup too.
Jessica: Why is it that you, you’re the only who doesn’t know?!

Taeyeon: Thump, Thump; My heart is trembling.
Again and again, I keep imagining things.
Sooyoung: What should I do?
With my head held high I want to say to you...

Oh! Oh! Oh! Oppa, I love you.
Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! A lot, A lot!
Sunny: Please don’t laugh at me, I’m embarrassed.
Taeyeon: It's my real feelings, so please don’t make fun of me.
Again, those silly words.

I'm not the girl you used to know.
Brand New Style
Do Something with the new me for
One More Round.
Dance, Dance, Dance,
'Till we run this town.
Oppa oppa I’ll be I’ll be
Down, down, down, down.

Jessica: Oppa, hold on. Hold on and listen to me.
Sunny: Stop saying the words you keep saying.
Sooyoung: Stop thinking of me as a younger sister.
Hyoyeon: In a year you’ll probably regret it.

Tiffany: You don’t know, really don’t know my heart.
You have no sense and you’re just playing with my heart.
Hyoyeon: What should I do? You immature person, just listen to me!

Oh! Oh! Oh! Oppa, I love you.
Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! A lot, A lot!
Yuri: Please don’t laugh at me, I’m embarrassed.
Yoona: It's my real feelings, please don’t make fun of me.
If you do that again, I might cry.

I'm not the girl you used to know.
Brand New Style
Something’s different today, warm hearts.
Down Down, don’t do this, I’ll get angry.
Oppa, oppa this right here, no no no no!

Jessica: Tell me boy boy love it it it it it it it ah!

Oh! Oh! Oh! Oppa, I love you.
Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! A lot, A lot!
Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! Oppa, I love you!
Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! (I love you) A lot, (I love you) a lot!
Again you keep saying those stupid words.

Oh~!
Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah!
Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh!
Oppa, I love you! Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah!
Ah! Ah! Ah! (I love you) A lot, (I love you) a lot
Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh!
Oppa, I love you! Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah!

Ah! Ah! Ah! (I love you) A lot, (I love you) a lot, Oh!

arinih sgt penin~!!!! tah npe aku cm liat gle nk bgn td.. las2 lajak smpi kol 11 lbey~ huhu2... tu la akibtnye tdo lmbt sgt.. huhu2~ ble bdn da bese tdo awl bgn awl..tbe2 trkujat tdo lmbt mmberontak la dye~~ huaaaaaaaaaaaa~~~ pstu plak aku mimpi yg plik gle...tp yg penting tetap ade TUCEN dlm mimpi aku.. hak3~ nmpk sgt yg aku windu kt tucen2 aku~ huk3.. agagagagaga~~

owh ye,smlm aku bwu wat akaun formspring tu..actually mule2 tu tade pn brminat nk wat tp ble dok tgk2 budak2 tu dok men cmbest plak... so anyone nk tnye pape soklan sile tulis kt kotak forsmpring tepi kiri tu eh~sebrg prsoalan di cni xkn dilyan kcuali di formspring~~ hak3...

tbe2 aku ase cm tade mud... mo0dy plak asenye aku ari nih~ ehh?? sme jek lar.. pstu tringin nk g career exhibition tu... tp.........takot la plak~ aigo0oo0~~ ingt nk g nk tgk2 jek...tade pn ase cm nk interview ke hape... tp nk gk g usha2~ tp prob aku nih...aku maleh nk pki bju kurg kua jaoh2~ hak3.. sengal kn?? means kna pki formal la kn klo g sne?? huhu2... mslhnye bju aku byk yg dh di anta ke umah.. makanye skang nih bju yg x formal langsung jek ade ngn aku skang... tu pn da ready nk bgkus siap2 dlm beg da... hua3~~

now nih aku sgt addicted ngn lahu mizz nina feat. colby o donis~~tajuk lagu dye 'what u waiting for'...owhh sgt best ye kwn2... tp aku xjmpe codes tok lagu tu so xleh nk letak kt cnih... mara tol~!!! haishhh~gegeh aku mncri2 kt internet semate2 nk lagu tu.. tp aku xbrptus ase, nk jugak lagu tu!! hohoho2~

adoiii,nota aku xbes salin ag nih... wa chow dlu ar beb~ nti2 wa tulih2 kt cnih ag eh~~ chow chinnn chow~~~~

di kala aku kesorangan di blik nih..ase cm mcm2 je nk tulih kt cnih~ keh2..mule2 kte cte sal exm dlu... 2 ari lepas aku da slesai mnjalani [huiyo0o~~bhase xleh blah~] paper MIKROB SEKITARAN dgn BIOLOGI SINARAN!!! 1st paper mikrob sekitaran.... ermmmm...sumhow aku agk kecewa ngn diri aku sndri gk lar... siryes~ sbb xckup mase stu n aku xbrape nk bleh jwb... sedeyh kn?? huk3~ tp da lepas pn aku maleh nk serabotkn otak lg ngn subjek tu.. yg menakotknnye subjek tu da plak sv aku yg ajo~ so kompem2 la dye ngamok nti klo aku dpt twuk tok subjek tu...kang trefek plak tesis aku mati aku!! tesis yg plg penting tu 4 unit tu.. subjek tu 2 unit jarh~~!!! hak3~

okeh 2nd paper plak.. ermmm,agk brmatian juge la aku study tok paper nih wlaopn LP n 2 unit jek~tp sbb aku nk bg cover blk tok paper 1st aku yg xbrape nk leh jwb tu maka aku pn struggle gle~ jwb pas yr bgai sume... skali yg kua mmg sejibik sejiban pas yr~!!! aigo0o0oo~~~ dlm haty aku mmg syukur alhamdulillah lar.. tp mslhnye pas yr tu mne de skema jwpn kn? makanya tiada jaminan juge la jwpn aku tu btol or slh.. hik3~ tawakal je lar~ ade sorg sahabat aku cm mngadu lar dye xpat jwb sgt paper nih.. ble aku kt sejibik cm pas yr dye pn cm sedey sbb dye tade pas yr tu... n actually aku ingt dye da ade sbb slalunye dye yg dpt dlu soklan2 pas yr nih dri aku... so aku pn ngn ase brsalahnye mintak maaf la kt dye~ tp aku pn ckp la kt dye npe xtnye aku ade ke x soklan pas yr.. sbb aku xkn gtaw klo owg tu x tnye~ sbb aku jenis cm 'owg tu kna bgtaw dye nk ape bwu aku dcide nk bg ke x'..tp ble owg da tnye msti la kte bg kn? xkn nk kedekut ilmu plak... tp tula~dye pn xtnye kt aku..so aku pn expect dye da ade lar~ huhu2... tp tape benda nih da lepas jugak... mudah2an gred tok subjek nih leh cover skali tok subjek mikrob sekitaran tu~ amminnnn~~

so mlm td ngn arinih aku cm brsenang lenang jap lar~ hik3.. tp mlm nih da kna stat study blk, xleh nk rehat lme2~ huhu2.. mlm td g mkn sate kajang~~!! ^_^ lme gk asenye xmkn sate... so cm bese kami2 para PUAKa ngn lolow skali~ since ktowg nih da nk bes blaja makin rajen la ktowg lepaking brsme~~ haihhh... da nk bes blaja da upenye~ aigo0o~ skang da nk kna mule mncri2 keje... yg penting aku nk KEJE dlu...pstu KAWEN~!!! hak3... aritu aku da ckp [sme cm warning gk la~] kt bewuang, aku bg mase 5 taon jek.. lbey dri tu bye2 la jwbnye~ mmg carik owg len la aku nti.. agagaagagaga~~ btol la kn uolz?? kte kna tetapkn matlamat jgka pnjang n of course kna ade backup plan...

tp aku dikire brtuah lar..sbb aku ank bongsu~ lepas kak yatie aku nk kawen bln 6 nih mama tggl tanggung aku sowg jek.. agpn aku nk bes blaja da pn so aku nk blaja tggung diri sendiri plak~ nk idop jaoh n blaja carik duit sndri, blaja control kewangan sndrik.. nih tym blaja pn kre mewah bebeno ngn jpa n mama bg lg.. hik3~ 1st target aku pas bes blaja nih adlah dptkn keje..xkesa la keje ape pn wat smntare waktu mnunggu pggilan SPA tu... smpi la aku jmpe keje yg tetap n mnjanjikn kehidupan yg lbey trjamin tok aku sndri~!! bewuang?? ermm..bia dye abeskn study dye dlu..bia dye carik keje dlu...bia dye tggung fmly dye dlu...bia dye kmpul harta dlu...pstu bwu kawen~~~!!! okeh ??? hik3~ \(^_^)/

plan tetap kna ade...arah tuju perlu ditetapkn...matlamat bia jelas...bru hidup nih brmakne kn??

kte hanya mampu merancang tp TUHAN yg menentukan segala-galanya







p/s: insyaAllah jika jodoh telah ditentukn nantikn pada taon 2017~ *wink2*

yeayyy~~aku da brjaye mghapdet blog nih... weeee~~ da tuka template bwu, tuka2 sume lar... hik3~~~ bwu smgt skit nk mnaip2 kt cnih.. agagagagaga~~~~

hahahaha...tah npe tajuk post aku nih plak~ actually tade la trase sgt pn, skit jek..tp smpn jek la dlm aty [ngn kt dlm blog nih skali.. hua3~] dlm mse memen fb td, tbe2 kt 1 post nih wat aku sentap jap.. bkn status owg tu yg wat aku sentap, tp owg yg komen kt bwh2 tu.. mule2 aku pk nk trase ke x..cm xperlu jek~tp tetap trase di haty.. hak3~ sengal tol...

skang nih da nk exm da.. rabu ngn kames nih ade paper~ 1st paper mikrob sekitaran [siryes fav subjek nih....] n 2nd plak paper LP biosinaran~ study? ofkos x abes lg.. aku tataw npe sem nih aku cm maleh sgt nk study awl~!![pdhal tiap2 sem pn sme jek.. hak3~] byk bnda nk kna bce tp aku cm maleh nk serabotkn otak aku ngn nota2 tu.. [gilak ape aku nih??]

ble nk exm nih, mkin dekat la waktu tok viva...smkin ke pghujung waktu aku brgelar student kt ukm nih~ perasaan?? brcampur baur cm rojak da... hepi sbb da nk bes blaja, da nk grad da.. sedih sbb nk kna brpisah jaoh ngn bewuang besha... takot sbb nk kna cari keje plak... xsuke sbb nk kna tggung diri sndri da, xleh nk arap kt fmily da.. huhu2~ tp tu la nmenye kehidupan...

sem nih ade 4 paper final exam.. 2 lagi paper aku 23 nti metabolisme mikrob yg siryes aku ase nota dye plg cantek sbb aku salin blk n plg last skali fermentasi industri yg aku plg takot skali sbb xphm blaja dye... ngn formula maths byk gle mmg aku ase nk ibar bndera putih jek~ tp kna usaha dlu~!!! da pas exm nk surrender pn tape lar.. hak3~

xsgke sekejap jek mase da 3 taon..tup2 da nk bes blaja da~ huhu2.. master?? errrr...ade dlm plan tp still nk keje dlu... master ble2 pn bleh~agpn klo nk smbg master sape plak nk tggung aku nti? cgpa aku skang x melayakkn aku tok apply scholarship..xpndai pn~sekadar ckup mkn jek.. huhu2~ nk kte mnyesal, ade la skit.. tp mnyesal tu xgune da~ jgn mnyesal wlao ape pn yg brlaku... sbb ade byk bnda len yg dipelajari jugak...

kpd adik2 junior yg ade mse lg, ingt lar..brubah n seda cpt2~ aktif kolej aktif juge..spkg pn tetap spkg.. tp pelajaran lbeh pntg~ nti klo kowg da final yr aktiviti pgrm tu kurgkn lar... final year la msenye kowg nk topup pointer abes2an... da tade mse nk men2 cm mse taon 1 n taon 2~n klo bleh seda lg cpt lg bagos.. jgn jd cm aku nih haa~ 2 sem pointer aku twuk..trus tarek aku nye cgpa~ seb bek dpt cover blk tp tu pn xbyk mne lar... susa klo kte da jatoh nk nek blk~ so bagi maintain jek n bg lagi naik, jgn jatoh~!!

keh2..gudluck la kpd sume yg mnjalanih peperiksaan akhir sem nih~ semoga ande sume brjaye di dunia dan di akhirat kelak~ berusaha sehingga ke titisan trakhir~ insyaAllah dgn doa, usaha n tawakal hasilnya lebih baik~~~

owhhh...suda sgt lme aku tidak mnulih meluah kt cnih~

tbe2 keinginan nk berblog tu da kembali~ hik3~



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